I'm Sarah, I live in BC, Canada. And it's Amanita harvest time here. I've been collecting for two weeks.
I was drawn here because I feel akin with amanitadreamer. I'm 42, female, science minded, recently diagnosed aspergers (ASD 1) anxiety, depression, trauma... etc.
I refused the meds, over and over. I've dealt with the stress of my life with breathing, meditation, avoidance, isolation, and silence. Never did I feel normal. I was always a failure at certain things, and yet so smart. Told I never lived up to my potential. Such a shame she didn't do what she could have. Should have been a doctor. Why so worried all the time? Just deal with it and move on. Just get over it, we all feel like that.
I've always known that the answers to my problems were to be found in the natural world, most likely buried by cultural domination practices. But I always knew that it was there. I've developed my own micro dose protocol, and I have not felt like this.. well... ever. That I can recall. I'm functional. I'm not afraid. I'm loved. I'm cared for. This isn't normal for me. Correction, this wasn't normal for me... but I'm getting used to it. I still deal with moments of course. I still feel deeply in all directions of mood.
This is helping me.
I'm so glad you are doing this. Sosososo glad.
