I am in the process of a healing ritual which is taking months to complete, and i have been having very many dark nights of the soul. i have had more negative effects today on my microdose experience, my intuition tells me to stop, because its the spirits i am in relationship to blocking me from the experience or telling me its useless for me at this time?Mcpato wrote: ↑Fri Nov 06, 2020 2:36 pm100% agree in my own experience!
I think of Amanita as a rather forceful frequency imposer upon whoever consumes it. One does not "need" it or any frequency modifying substance, we're fully capable of it... If you know how. If you're below its frequency itll take you back. If you're over, you'll have the more unpleasant effects predominate. Amanita is a beautiful and gentle teacher (mostly?) that teaches by example.
Congrats my friend, this is a milestone in your life. You're in a honeymoon phase immediately after "enlightenment" that feels like it could never end. I believe this is in order to teach us what is possible. My own lasted a solid 2-3 weeks, followed by a slow decent back to my previous "normal" over the next few months. This was about 3 years ago maybe? At first I was depressed thinking I lost it. Now I understand that it is another important part of the experience. There is a lot of muck to work out, most of it you wont even be aware of for a long time yet. Cultural conditioning really sucks man... However it happens for you I'm really happy to hear it! Learn as much about was is true vs what is truly delusional as you can! Its easy to go over the deep end, but (my opinion) that's best to wait until all the "muck" has been worked through first, so you dont accidentally cause harm towards others as you go.
The reason I work with the fleece is because I still strongly feel it has benefits for those post enlightenment, but I haven't worked through that part yet. Anyways, Best of luck to you!
Feel free to discuss what you want.
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I can't speak definitively for you as you go through the process of unravelling all your knots, but I will say that it is very ok to stop when your intuition tells you. You don't need to have any fear of "backtracking" due to stopping for a time to reassess where you are at. You don't need to have any worry that stopping will have any further negative influences either. We use these plant allies to teach us ways of being that can cross over into "sober" reality. We are seeking familiarity with the harmonics/vibrations of these higher frequencies, so that our natural "sober" self vibrates higher without the need of the medicine. Rest assured that even if you were to completely abondon the path you are on, and indulge yourself in things you know better than to indulge in, you are still at the level you are at now, and when you're ready for the next step, no matter how distant in the future, when you return, you will be at this level, maybe even a little wiser. Don't be afraid to take a step back. Growth is more than just experience, it is also integration, and that can take a LOOONG time. It may be that you have a strong need for integration now that you've had so much experience. I dont know if this is useful for you or not, but that is my impression for you at this time, and I very much wish you the best!tutursel wrote: ↑Mon Jan 11, 2021 11:41 pmI am in the process of a healing ritual which is taking months to complete, and i have been having very many dark nights of the soul. i have had more negative effects today on my microdose experience, my intuition tells me to stop, because its the spirits i am in relationship to blocking me from the experience or telling me its useless for me at this time?