Re: Amanita Muscaria post Spiritual Awakening&Enlightenment
Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2021 11:41 pm
I am in the process of a healing ritual which is taking months to complete, and i have been having very many dark nights of the soul. i have had more negative effects today on my microdose experience, my intuition tells me to stop, because its the spirits i am in relationship to blocking me from the experience or telling me its useless for me at this time?Mcpato wrote: ↑Fri Nov 06, 2020 2:36 pm100% agree in my own experience!
I think of Amanita as a rather forceful frequency imposer upon whoever consumes it. One does not "need" it or any frequency modifying substance, we're fully capable of it... If you know how. If you're below its frequency itll take you back. If you're over, you'll have the more unpleasant effects predominate. Amanita is a beautiful and gentle teacher (mostly?) that teaches by example.
Congrats my friend, this is a milestone in your life. You're in a honeymoon phase immediately after "enlightenment" that feels like it could never end. I believe this is in order to teach us what is possible. My own lasted a solid 2-3 weeks, followed by a slow decent back to my previous "normal" over the next few months. This was about 3 years ago maybe? At first I was depressed thinking I lost it. Now I understand that it is another important part of the experience. There is a lot of muck to work out, most of it you wont even be aware of for a long time yet. Cultural conditioning really sucks man... However it happens for you I'm really happy to hear it! Learn as much about was is true vs what is truly delusional as you can! Its easy to go over the deep end, but (my opinion) that's best to wait until all the "muck" has been worked through first, so you dont accidentally cause harm towards others as you go.
The reason I work with the fleece is because I still strongly feel it has benefits for those post enlightenment, but I haven't worked through that part yet. Anyways, Best of luck to you!