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Hi all!! I’m new to this seemingly wonderful fungi/medicine. I felt compelled to order some to use as medicine. I’m an addict, and have been since I was 10 years old. So the way my brain is wired, I will always have to take something to be the “normal” that everyone experiences. I work in the healthcare field and I used to drink alot. Drugs are not permitted so I only drank. Never at work of course!! It took its toll on my life and I stopped drinking completely around 2 years ago. I was able to accomplish this with the help of some lifestyle changes and Kratom. I loved Kratom and still do in a way. But I’m afraid it’s got it’s hooks in me pretty bad. Kratom withdrawl is real and it sucks hard!! I take around 50-60 grams a day with kava. It simply keeps me level and reasonably happy. But I withdraw every night during sleep and wake up with nightmare anxiety until I take my first dose. It’s comparable to fearing for one’s life. Pretty awful!! If it weren’t for that, I’d keep using without complaint!! So I ordered some amanita. It pretty much called me in hopes of easing the withdraw so I can stop taking Kratom. Has anyone had any success using it to get off Kratom or anything else? I apologize for the long story! I just want to get off Kratom and I’m hoping this wonderful fungus can help reword my brain a bit. Rehab is not an option. Been there, done that, doesn’t work for me. Thank you all in advance for tolerating my long winded story!